The Center Cannot Hold

can anyone give me an intelligent analysis of these charts? it would be much appreciated.

( charts here )

"Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein, Ohne Dich". That would make a kickass tattoo.

Rammstein ist die beste!

I was wondering if there's anything that might explain the rotten economy, particularly in the US?

Thanks. I know the 8th house traditionally represents money on that level, did something interesting happen in the 8th this year?

when theres a full moon i'm doomed till its over.
my head hurts like hell


anyone else affected by full moons?

my grams a crazy aquarius shes always told me that us crazies are affected by the full moons something with chemicals--- but she could just be acting like she knows it all


( i hate when aquarius's dont SHUT THE FUCK UP when theyve proved their point already 10 minutes ago)


haha that just made me sound really self centered and rude, but whatevs my thoughts are my thoughts

While I didn't need my chart to tell me that I love to work and consider my career to be of great importance (Stellium in 10th house). But my problem is my wishy-washy Libran nature keeps me from choosing a path and building on it. In the past 5 years I've had careers in Fashion Retail, Marketing, Web Development, HR, and now I am considering teaching since I miss my job as a Camp Counselor.

Does anyone see a possible resolution to my career confusion? Any influences that will drive me into a more stable and satisfying profession? Thanks in advance for any advice.

( My Chart )

So I'm having some pisces difficulties.

I had a thing with this guy I know, a Pisces and now he's giving me mixed signals. Is it possible to talk to him, confront him, without being too brash? Now, keep in mind, I'm an Aries...but not a true Aries, I'm not always confrontational...so how do I approach him without hurting that sensitive Pisces spirit?

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I need to know please what this means :

i have no idea i just wanted to know how aries is compatible with virgo , or somethin. Like if anything was supose to happen on the 18th.

could you tell me what the chart means ? anyone?





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Does transiting Mars conjunct Saturn + Capricorn moon increase sexual activity? I've noticed this here lately. The last two times I've had encounters and bothered to check the transits the day after, they were exactly the same. Houses 8 + 12.

For those of you who've actually done charts for rock n roll celebrities, how many of them have had their north node in Sagittarius? I've noticed a few of them already, but that's just a few of them.

Occasionally I find old clothes that somehow survived the move. I thought I did a really good job of getting rid of them (most were too small even for my tiny skinny modelesque friend) but today, while the boy was packing, I found this ridiculous top that I used to wear when working out. It looks like it might fit a ten year old. It's absurd. He actually was the one who found it and he was like 'what the hell is this thing?' ... it might fit around my damn thigh. There is NO WAY I could stuff the boobs into it, or really even get it over my shoulders. I keep looking at it and laughing -- I really can't understand how it used to fit me.

So he is gone til Monday and I'm going to do my best to be good. I can't have him worrying that he can't leave me alone for a few days without me doing something stupid. He's not my babysitter and he shouldn't have to feel like he is. It's hard though. I don't really know what I'm going to do with myself all weekend. I already had a tiny freak out but it's getting better.

I wish I wasn't such a spaz.

Hey all,

I didn't notice anything like this in the archives of this community so I thought we could start this and tag it.

If any of you listen to radio shows on the internet that are astrologically based, what are they? Give a synopsis and a website and stuff so we can all check it out.

Here are mine:
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Share yours!

Hello My Friends,

I have a favor to ask ...

I can't update my website. 
My old web designers are not responding.
My FTP is not working. I can make pages but
I can't transfer them over... and I don't even
really know how to make pages other than to
edit previously made ones. I need major help.

I really know nothing about this and really need
help updating my website before the ABC 20/20
document airs. I need to get that notice online,
fix a few broken links and add a new one... I also
need to link my You Tube account on there by
creating a new tab or something - a bunch of stuff
that are little things rather than a big project.

Does anyone know how to do this and might be
willing to help? I'm asking here first because I know
alot of people here are web-intelligent and support
what I am doing through my website.

If possible it would be very nice to tackle this over
the weekend. We can communicate better via email
or phone - just as long as I know I can trust someone
with my FTP info...

Suggestions, offers, etc. are greatly appreciated. I
hate to ask for help, it's an issue but it's been over a
year since I updated my site and I'm about to break ; O

Hello all.

While I'm not new to astrology, I'm new here and to the idea of discussing my personal astrology with anyone but a close friend of mine that I'm about to tell you about. Anyway, here's my plight.

( It all started 4 years ago )

Thank God for the ability to stay awake. It's something you never want to take for granted because at any time in your life it could be taken away from you. Stay up all night every once in a while as a celebration of being physically able to. That's what I'm doing tonight! ^_^ I have a case of Lo-Carb Monster and it's wicked hot in this house and just like a snap of an illusionist's fingers, it feels like Harvard.

Anyways - on to the talking your ears off! More than a year ago I read a book called Hunger: An Unnatural History by Sharman Apt Russel, which I still recommend to absolutely everybody - no matter who you are or what your interests or beliefs are YOU HAVE TO READ THIS BOOK because it will change the way you see your own limits and make you realize that they virtually don't exist. You will think outside the box and you will want to live outside the box more. This is the book that made me believe I could win five Nobel prizes and a Fields medal and do all the other crazy goals I've set for myself in the interval, because it got me seeing myself as limitless again. Yes, it's a book about hunger motivation and effects in science and culture, but it's also the book that restored some of my trust and faith in myself after Junior Year. So yes. Go buy. Go read. Now for the point:

I've just discovered this awesome article that says ghrelin, the chemical that makes your stomach growl, may actually serve an antidepressant/stimulant function - and this makes evolutionary sense. So the next time your stomach growls, instead of hitting it and telling it sternly to shut up, pretend it's a cat in your lap and pet it, 'cause it may be improving your mood and alertness. Also: munching on food while you're studying may not be a good idea.

Sorry for the too many words. Blame it on the all-nighter making me manic-ish.

~If you can't join 'em, beat 'em.

I'm sure you've all seen posts like this 7.8 trillion times.
What is your personal opinion of Scorpio's?

What do you think of a Scorpio/Aquarius pairing?
I've read a few things but I want a more..personal view.

Thanks.

What do you guys think of this combo?? More specifically, of the opposing influences the sag rising might have on this incredibly sensitive individual? 

( Mood right now depressive after sleeping 12 hrs and post-hypoglycemic metabolic weirdness )


One thing this mood journal has shown me is that I am extremely sensitive to sleep deprivation AND excessive sleep. It seems mostly causational... that is, on days where I sleep very little (<6 hrs) I am certain to have a +2 mania... on days where I sleep a lot (>9hrs) I am almost always at least -1 depression.

( I'm also pretty sure food affects my cycling.  )

One of the hallmarks of depression, I've discovered, is emotional reactivity. You know how borderlines and stereotypical "moody women" take ordinary things and contort them into severe insults? I do that a lot when I'm down. I'm moody when I'm down, I'm borderline-like. Except, I'm less energetic so I'm less likely to go on a classic borderline rage... I'm more bitchy instead. Borderline rage is when I'm more energetic with depression. Mixed, equals borderline. That's when I'm accusing people of crazy bullshit and possibly going on insane rages over things I imagined they said to me.
I think it is a serotonin thing.

When I'm up, I'm drunk. Nothing means anything, and in contrast to the hypersensitivity of the depressive/borderline condition, when I'm up I'm oblivious. I'm oblivious and maybe a little delusional. I never reach true self confidence but I am prone to ideas that others are thinking well of me, and even a sense of specialness others can recognize, that is so out of character for me it qualifies as slightly delusional.

It's funny how manic obliviousness and low-serotonin hypersensitivity can both produce delusional ideas. They're just different.



I'm getting very frustrated by my joblessness. No one has responded. It's only been a few days... but please people give me a job. I will be a good nurse, promise. PLZ??
I need to move out of here, really, it is my only hope of getting a life and a future for myself.

My Tarot show will be on at our usual time of 9:30 pm Eastern time. Free readings, tarot and astrology chat and a charming Irish cohost. We'll be joined tonight by a guest co-host who reads in New York's Central Park on occasion.

I felt  that Saturn square (opposition?) Mars really strongly when it happened, but I still feel it. 

At my job, I was told I'd get a promotion and a raise in August, and now it looks like that won't happen. I feel fooled, like now I'm stuck making so much less than I'm worth, and my paychecks are nothing even when I work over forty hours. At my last job, I made two dollars more an hour with benefits; how did I let myself do this for so little?

Anyone else having bad luck with jobs/money/decisions?

If anyone is interested in listening and is free, go to www.healthylife.net and listen from 10-11 am today, pacific time (which is in 15 minutes). I'll be talking about the progressed moon and giving some cool examples.

If you miss it, it'll be in the archives soon.